Posts tagged ‘violin’

April 24, 2012

Worst #@$%ing Day Ever! :)

First off, before you read, pardon the language. I can usually control my language but today was the last straw. But with that being said and you still have the patience to stomach it:

Everybody has had one of these days for sure. They are the absolute worst. It seems as if nothing, and I mean nothing, can go right the moment you wake up. It’s like the world decided, “Oh, Simon…you’ve opened your eyes. Let me give you the worst fucking day possible, just because I feel like it! ;)” I knew I was bound sometime or another for a day like this. Things lately were going well…too well I should say. ‘Twas only a matter of time.

Anyways, it all started with a group project that was supposed to be due today. Well, turns out that all of my partners couldn’t work on it, since they had work or some other thing going on. Awesome. So that meant that I got to work on the group project all by myself. Have you ever heard the term “being thrown under the bus”. Yea, I was totally thrown under the bus on that one. Not only thrown under, but the bus decided to go in reverse, crush my body some more, park on top of it before finally deciding to peel out and transport the children to prison, or whatever in the hell it is that those big twinkies do.

So we had to present today, and none of our group had their shit together. Except me. And to add insult to injury everybody wanted to take the easy parts of the presentation, like changing the powerpoint slides. Whoa, don’t strain yourselves, guys. Thanks assholes. This was supposed to be a group project but I ended up doing a huge part of the work myself. I say huge part because I didn’t even finish it last night. I actually asked one thing of everyone, one thing, and that was to add their names. But for fucks sake, they couldn’t even do that. Thank god though, we didn’t have enough time and before presenting our teach just decided to let us go next week. Saved some embarrassment that’s for sure.

Not only that, but I also had a test that I should have been studying for. Had a whole group set up last night and everything for some co-lab-o-rating. That didn’t work since I spent the entire time working on that fucking presentation. So I basically went into this test blindly. Cool. Nothing I haven’t done before. Thing is, this is for my hardest class. Please just shoot me now. Not only that, but some assholes at the library decided it would be funny to message a bunch of random people on my facebook and say retarded stuff. Fuck that shit. And people actually believe it’s me. Haha awesome. But I don’t really care about that. First World Problem.

Taking that test, I sat next to one person in particular. And everytime he talked it seemed like I was under a personal rainstorm. I dared not to wipe away the spit from my face since I didn’t want to seem rude. But I’m glad I got my shower in for the day. Not only that but after stumbling my way through that test, it decided to be super windy the 5 minutes it took to get to the parking lot. Hellooo allergies. Oh yea, thanks wind for being super accurate enough to blow every fucking particle in the air right into my eyes.

I came home and was welcomed to the shrieking of my roommate and his attempts at singing. I guess he can’t really sing on pitch and play the guitar at the same time, so that gave me a bit of a laugh. Other than that I came into my room to blow my nose and somehow ended up with a freaking paper cut on my hand. From what? Hell if I know. The soap fucking found it though.

Right now, I don’t care what else happens. The whole day has been pretty shit. But yea, it could always be worse. In reality these problems are nothing. But damn! Anything else you forgot to add, world?

Oh, does anybody know any good violin pieces? I find that listening to any song with a violin seems to be very therapeutic. Maybe I just need to sleep. 2 hours was definitely not enough last night.

April 12, 2012


Alright, so I had my iTunes on shuffle (trying to get some homework groove on) and then this song came up:

Now, this was a bit of surprise since I’ve just been listening to some thuggin jamz lately haha. I almost forgot that I had this song. Anyways, the point is, this is one of the most beautiful pieces of music that I have ever heard. It really means a lot to me especially because this was the song I was listening to in the waiting room at the hospital as my mom underwent a brutal 8 hour surgery. I listened to this song over and over, persuading myself that everything would be okay.

When I heard this song today, my heart stopped for a bit. Because just in the craziness of everyday life, it’s so easy to forget the things that matter to you the most. I feel like that day, waiting for the surgery to be over, was yesterday. But it’s already been six years. (It’ll be six, this June on my birthday).

Time flies man. That’s all I can say. We’ve all got shit in our lives. That’s a given. It’s one of the most constant factors in our lives. You get over one hurdle only to see two more in its place. A real life Hydra. But it’s how we deal with those problems that makes you into the person that you are. Never give up, life’s a fight. And you’re here well and breathing. Might as well make the best of it. Make someones day, make them smile. Your day might seem like nothing is going right, but you never know. Everybody smiles, but you never know what is behind those smiles. Years of torment, pain, anguish. I’ve seen it, don’t ever want to see it in another person again. Life’s too short.

Anyways, those are just my thoughts for the evening. I just need school to be over already :(((

One thing missing though; we're not in this alone.

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